Kojay watched his young charge. The boy he had 'found' in town and brought home was sitting on the porch of the cabin, staring up at the stars, a frown etched deeply in his features.
Vin had opened up over the past few days, sharing some of his life with the old man -- the death of his mother followed by being passed around like an old shoe between foster families. Then ending up in Augsburg where he had found the love of a family only to have it cruelly snatched in a car accident a few short weeks earlier.
The admission that he'd run away had prompted Kojay to contact the authorities who were in the process of deciding if the troubled teenager could stay with the Indian at McKennas. Vin had seen Kojay's actions as a betrayal, hence his dark mood.
"This anger you dwell on achieves nothing."
Vin snorted. "You didn't need to tell them."
"There were people looking for you."
Vin flashed a glare at the man who had been feeding and clothing him for three weeks. "People who want to send me back to foster care. I'm not going back."
The pair fell silent for a long time.
Vin sighed loudly, his young eyes settling on the old man. "Why can't I stay here?"
"No one has said you can't. They are sending someone out tomorrow to look around and interview both of us."
"What business is it of theirs?" Vin growled.
Kojay rubbed his chin. "All things are connected."
Vin shut his eyes and shook his head. He'd never felt this angry. The pain of his grief was almost overwhelming.
The old Cherokee rose, walked across to the teenager and placed his hands on the boy's shoulders. In the milky eyes staring down at him, Vin saw strength - a strength the likes of which he'd never seen before. "I... I don't want to go back." His voice broke with pain.
"Then we must convince our visitor tomorrow that this is where you belong."
"But will he believe that?"
"It is the truth."
Vin could feel his emotions rising and before he knew it, they had overtaken him and tears were falling down his cheeks. "Then you want me to stay?"
Kojay's head bobbed once.
Vin wiped his eyes with the back of his hand.
The elderly man pursed his lips. "Before, the black wolf was winning. Now, the white wolf is fighting."
Vin could hear the creatures of the night, but no wolves. "I don't hear them.
"Within each of us is a battle between two 'wolves'. One is evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility,
kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith."
Vin accepted that there was a battle going on within him. "So, which wolf wins?" the boy whispered.
Kojay squeezed the shoulders he still held. "The one you feed."
Vin exhaled slowly. "I'm sorry about attackin' you like that. I guess there may have been people lookin' for me. It's just that I like it here and... we'll make them understand that this is where I should be, won't we?"
Kojay nodded and retook his seat. "We will do our best. If that is not good enough, then what happens will happen for a reason, for all things are connected. Everything that has happened in your life, the good and the bad, has brought you to here. All that happens here will take you to the next place you are supposed to be."
Vin stared at the old man. "So you're sayin' if this isn't my place, it is still out there somewhere."
"Yes."
Silence once again descended over the pair until Kojay whispered. "You will be okay, young one. The white wolf has won."